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Jun. 11th, 2008

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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' up Tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' up Tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

i love you, still.

Mar. 21st, 2008

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Ok. I'm moving out of this lj :D

This is a sick place.

The new lj is a... friends-only lj. So. Too bad (:

Comment me here for the add and I'll add you in my new lj. (no promises)

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Seriously. How many times do I've to type DOUBLE STANDARDS to actually scream out the severity of this?

Enough. I'm not playing your fool no more.

Dont lean in on me, just for me to kiss you. Because I'm not cheap. Dont just come knocking right after you have finished your share of fun. Because I'm not easy. Dont think I'll always let you walk in and out on me just like that. Because I'm not stupid.

Not anymore.

But it's alright. You're fine. I'm fine. And lip service is passe. Contradiction, yes no?

We can just stand on each end of the world and wait for someone to act the fool first til you get married and I find someone to cohabit with. This has to end. No, correction, this ended. Ended since the day you fell in love with him.

Let me go. As I already have you.

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What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody.

I'm just going to use that stupid blue blanket you got, hold you stupid picture and stupidly fall asleep tonight and probably wake up feeling more stupid than ever but I'll be ok.

(no subject)

Convenient double standards. When I dont say it out because you're not obligated to make me feel better (sure you will tell me this if I told you what displeases me), its just my own foolish one-sided thinking. When you put it across what displeases you, even though you have done it to me, its only right, afterall, it was just stupidity on my part that I didnt put my thoughts and feelings out front to you when it affected me.

Surely, words come easy. It has always. Words of love, romance, misses, affection. And so comes along with the spiteful, hatred, wrath and rage. Your fury has taken its toll on me, and so have your goodbyes. I'm right about you again. You never stay too long to not think about leaving. Only this time, I took precaution. Like I've said, I wouldnt let you have it easy again, walking in and out on me. I'm not going to try just because you are ready. After those years of lies, deceit, disloyalty, commitment isses (yours), you finally told yourself, its time to settle down with the one I love, with the one I will come home to.

You've failed to realised how you and your lies has damaged me. Of course, you would claim, pain is personal, talking about your great 10 months, over-ruling what I've done for years. Because what I've done is in the past, your 10 months, was more recent. Am I right to say that? You had your fun, your share of 'playing the field', your mind games, your 'flirting', your 'break her into a million pieces and I dont give a shit', so now what? I want my forever with you? So you just come knocking back on my door and I'm supposed to receive you with open arms? I've done that a million times before and I look stupid.

How about the broken pieces that I've to mend alone? How about the times you left me? How about the times you broke me? How about me? How about me being painfully shattered and damaged? I'm still healing, can you not see that at all? Or at you too caught up with your fun and 'time to settle down'?

Everytime you want to try, you just tell me "ok, i'm ready to try. you should try. i'm already trying. what do you want more? why are you not trying?"

I'm jaded. You take no time to break me but you expect me to fix myself. How is it that you leave me and fall in love and come back to me and tell me "ok, i'm sure, i love you'?

Have you explained anything to me at all? Honestly? Or have you just been holding back all the facts, just because I'd wait for you to tell me when you feel like it? I'm not stupid. I'm not born yesterday. And I've played these games with you a thousand other times before to know what kinda tricks are up your sleeves.

But you know what? You're right and I'm wrong. So lets just leave it at that. I've battled this "your fault my fault" thing with you for years and its time to just let you win. Afterall, its all that matters to you.

You're everything that I've dreamed of, and everything thats wrong.
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And oh, friends, dont show me attitude. I'm not obligated to take in your shit. I'm not your family members and if I'm not happy with you, I'll show it in your face. I do not have to act nice or let you have your way. If you're wrong, you're wrong. Dont step on others agony just to boost your ego. Its sick and its digusting.

Mar. 20th, 2008

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1) My life is officially thrown off-track because Rohan is under-maintanence all the way til 9am tomorrow morning.
2) I feel like going for this ; http://www.fly.com.sg/campcomedy08/ just to watch Kumar.
3) I feel like going Qtopia too.
4) I feel like going shopping.
5) Play is having some dumb Easter celebration, does that mean I will get to bring Cino to club?
6) I'm battling the God of Boredom alone.


Cino really likes the chair.


I moved it, she moved it along with it.


This is her dont-touch-my-chair face.

I dont even know why she has to stuck only her head between the cupboard and the chair. Not retarded at all. She just got a bath today and she's pissed off, again. I've never seen anyone so unwilling to take a bath before. Her coat of fur is so thick, I can squeeze dry her before I dry her with the towel. So cute. She's still shedding and I'm going to get an asthma attack anytime soon. My room bed sheet pillow case table top EVERYTHING is covered with fur. I cant even on the fan because her fur will start flying around.

How can something so small produce so much fur? I still dont understand.

"whatever floats your boat"

I think Cyrus's sense of humor is getting better after hanging out with us. Check it out yourself.

Kaesen says:
i can bring my GOD OF WAR out
Nique Chuaps! says:
-.-
Nique Chuaps! says:
tHaNkS
Cyrus. says:
...
Kaesen says:
lol
Nique Chuaps! says:
den i sit around and watch you play
Kaesen says:
i let u play also lar
Kaesen says:
share
Kaesen says:
its about spartans and persians eh
Cyrus. says:
yeah. leave nique to battle with god of boredom.
Nique Chuaps! says:
hahahhahah
Nique Chuaps! says:
SHE WENT THAT WAY!
Kaesen says:
ahahaha!
Cyrus. says:
what?

Cyrus. says:
are you guys serious?
Kaesen says:
serious lar
Kaesen says:
walao
Nique Chuaps! says:
DO WE LOOK LIKE WE JOKING?!
Cyrus. says:
i cant see you all now right? how i know.

Cyrus. says:
you guys just go ahead with your plans la.
Kaesen says:
kao
Kaesen says:
cb
Cyrus. says:
fuck sia. scold me
Kaesen says:
i wanna kick u out of the club alr
Cyrus. says:
what brother is that?
Kaesen says:
LOL!
Kaesen says:
u den wad kinda brother arh
Kaesen says:
plan swee swee for u
Kaesen says:
u still" its okay. u guys go ahead with yr plans"
Kaesen says:
slap u
Nique Chuaps! says:
i can just let you both argue.
Nique Chuaps! says:
seriously.
Nique Chuaps! says:
this is interesting to watch
Nique Chuaps! says:
lol 
 

"okay lo, whatever floats your boat."
"i walk on water, no use for boats =D "

Do I piss you off or do I piss you off? (:

(no subject)

Twenty-five,
All of these mixed emotions,
Tangled up in pure confusion,
It’s hard to let go of the past, but it seems,
Easier as time is moving,
Well you said he makes you laugh,
And he makes you happy,
He sees you smiling back,
It is everlasting,
And so he’s tailor made for you,
With stunning golden hues,
And one sweet tone to soothe,
Your persistent beating heart it’s just a start,
And I, have seen you everyday,
You’ve never been like this before,
He’s tailor made, tailor, tailor made,
So let go all of these mixed emotions,
Forget all your hesitations,
Together entwined inside this feeling,
Feet off the ground, head hits ceiling,
Then he whispered in your ear,
He’s absolutely falling,
The words he said are clear,
So don’t insist on stalling
Because he’s tailor made for you,
With stunning golden hues,
And one sweet tone to soothe,
Your persistent beating heart it’s just a start,
And I, have seen you everyday,
You’ve never been like this before,
He’s tailor made.

(no subject)



I TELL YOU. THE SPIDERS KEEP COMING.

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I CANT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED. MY FORGING OF THE RARE IDONTKNOWWHATSWORD, FAILED. SO THERE GOES MY DIRK AND BRAVE DIRK. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. YOU KNOW HOW MANY SPIDERS I HAVE TO FIGHT TO GET THOSE TWO SWORDS?!

NVM. THIS IS CLOSE BETA ONLY.

I dont even know why I'm making so much noise about the bloody sword. I'm a bloody archer.

Ok, I want to go complete quest liaosxzszx.....

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